February 2012
17 posts
Finally going to get a grip on my finances!
Found the app I used to use. Excellent.
Except it used to be free and now it’s £1.99…
Last expenditure! And a necessary one!
Need to stop worrying so much...
It’s getting me down, in a bad way.
My parents will come round eventually. Go home, do you all some good.
My grades were decent and the 2i dream is still alive and kicking - this years average is not irreparable.
Can get together enough money for VT. Fuck the unnecessary extras like another set of baselayers or a camera or a shell jacket. Take some cheap food and alcohol with you as...
In bed, finally.
Ed Sheeran on the stereo - my favourite CD for being lazy and sleepy and relaxing to it seems.
Also good for slow, passionate kissing sessions where hands wander and explore without being directly sexual. But that’s a total aside…
Got the Uni newspaper in hand, just winding down…
A lot has gone on recently that are important milestones and/or strong memories and whether...
Passed all my exams for semester 3 (year 2 -...
And these ones count towards my degree!
57.2% average (so 2.ii lower second classification) with 2x 2.i and 3x 2.ii.
- Genetic Engineering : 56%
- Bacterial Genomics : 60%
- Plant Physiology : 66%
- Cell Biology of Disease : 51%
- Molecular Evolution : 54%
I think that’s right…
I’m not annoyed/disappointed with myself but I’m not that...
Kay so maybe I'm a bit late?!
6.45 and just in bed.
Rooms tidy enough. Sink is gleaming. Desk is fairly organised. I am showered. Some laundry is done. The carpet is back in existence.
Laid in bed now, relaxed and comfortable and sleepy, Ed Sheeran’s album in the stereo.
Everything is gonna be okay…
The purging has begun.
Aiming to be in bed for 6 as I am up at 10…
Seeing my parents… Nervous much?
Need to get a quick shower before bed.
Done loads of laundry, still quite a bit to go, especially delicates - Ralph Lauren cotton cable knit jumper, a cashmere blend jumper, cashmere and silk blend cardigan, cashmere scarves and an expensive scarf too.
Also haven’t changed my bedsheets, wiped...
Housewife aspirations
I want to spring clean my room. Totally purge it. Not just of the physical stuff but of the mental too. I want to get everything clean and washed and in it’s rightful position. I want the carpet hoovering, the surfaces wiping, the random stuff putting away, the mirrors, bathroom and shiny stuff gleaming, the sheets fresh, the blankets laundered, my full set of clothes hanging pristinely in...
Life progress is currently a big fat Zero.
Only good news is that I haven’t been late handing an assignment yet this semester and that I’ve done all of them. No forgets yets.
I’ve said I want to go home this weekend but I’m not sure that I do now. I can’t face their disappointment head on this early. But I do want to see them for extended time. Maybe all day each day, just not stay over.
I haven’t...
I fucked up so badly this weekend, words can't...
I really want to go back to being the old me.
Obstinately different to what people expected of me, trusting, loving, hard working, healthy, intelligent and clean living (good maintenance of personal hygiene and living standards), if a little naive.
It’s all too easy to fall into the “hive mind” mentality… The mentality of “if they can, I can; if I can, you can; if...
January 2012
12 posts
3 tags
Think I'm coming down with tonsillitis or the...
My ears hurt and feel like they’ve been stuffed with cotton. My nose is running. My throat is sore. My glands feel like they’re swelling up. I have a horrendous cough. I feel nauseous and achey too.
Blech.
And I have a fuck-ton of work on atm.
Shit.
And I’m supposed to be going to Hospitality on Friday night and having a fucked-up, messy, hedonistic night… But I’m...
New semester, new me.
Going to kick up a beauty/grooming routine and stick to it. Maybe go and get a Mani-pedi and some waxing, half the big stuff is done then!
Apply to some summer placements.
St John Ambulance sessions on a Thursday night. Book onto a formal first aid course.
Keep on top of my assignments. Do the bioinformatics one asap - or at least START it…
Sort out a housekeeping schedule for...
Well, that’s a start.
Every piece of clothing I’ve had on in the last three weeks or so has gone into the laundry basket, especially stuff on the floor, even if I’ve worn it once.
The clean laundry has gone away, jackets and coats hung up. Makeup and perfumes organised in the bathroom.
Mini-fridge stocked with alcohol. Food away in the drawer. Rubbish in the bin.
...
I need to sort my life out. My room is disgusting. Just stuff EVERYWHERE.
Clothes in the wash basket. Clean sheets. Lectures organised into files. Revision notes into a file. Rubbish in the bin. Stuff in it’s rightful place.
I don’t even know why I’ve got this way. It’s horrendous. I was never like this.
Also quit smoking and start whitening my teeth up again.
...
4 tags
Kind of sick of people being douchebags to me....
Left me out of housing… Thanks, thanks a lot.
Lied to me about having sorted out housing - “we’re doing it all after exams” - bullshit, you sorted it on Facebook over the Christmas holidays. Just keep stringing me along huh?
Always accuse me of being messy and leaving shit everywhere…
Sorry but who was on her hands and knees last night cleaning up someones puke...
A double bed
completecarnage:
With nobody to share it with.
Worst.
It’s 4.40am, I’m drunk and this is relevant.
The earliest bloody train back to Falmouth on...
purpuram-ferre:
Meaning I won’t get back until 6.30pm!
Bollocks!
I wanted to leave early!
BALLS!!!
And I have to go shopping for food etc when I get back, for crying out loud!
You’re such a bloke… Please allow female organisation skills to sort you out.
Go on tesco.com
Set up account.
check that they will deliver to your uni postcode and what times are still available on...
This is why awesome people are SNOWBOARDERS @JamieLaing_UK ! Our boots are comfortable enough to PARDY in! Off the piste and onto the apres!
December 2011
22 posts
I have no shame in admitting that, at the ripe old...
“If you were mine, I’d kiss your ankles and neck and the tip of your nose. I’d...”
– Camryn Pulaski Day (via stateless1972)
I really don’t get why this is romantic?! Like I could totally deconstruct this into why I would be both infuriated and creeped out…
can’t stop crying.
merry fucking christmas.
and the next person who makes a post telling people not to be miserable is getting unfollowed.
Congratulations to you - Christmas is amazing, you have loads of mates and your family loves you.
For some of us? Christmas only hammers in the bitterness, the loneliness and how we don’t feel like we have anything to live for.
I’m not...
i literally dont know what im living for. really, genuinely dont know. my mental headspace is such a mess that i cant tell whether im coming or going. i need a break from reality desperately but i dont know how.
drinkingfor11:
setfiretotherainxo:
Sarah: “What if you smoked so much it fucked with you so bad that you didn’t know that you were high what if I’ve done that and I don’t even know about it fuck.”
hahahahaha she’s adorable <33
eat a dick i don’t know why I’m talking to you.
Literally all I have to say to you is “Leeds Festival 2011”
What do non-creative people do in their spare...
sophieowls:
are they not bored.
I blog a lot and read all the weird mind-altering, mentally disturbing dark dingy corners of the internet.
courtship-dating:
I don’t want to be here anymore.
I just keep getting shouted at for nothing at all and my family are really beginning to irritate me. I just hate being around them.
I want to go back as soon as fucking possible.
I hate it here, I can’t even go and have a cigarette because they’ll know and then they’ll have even more of a go at me ugh. I want to go back to uni fucking hell.
...
I'm so trapped.
I hate living at the moment. I don’t know what I’m living for. If I do or say anything my parents don’t agree with, I get ignored. And when I’m not being ignored, I’m being bitched at or bitched about with the intention of me hearing it. I’m twenty-one years old. I’m a grown woman. To be treated like this is breaking me apart.
Even down to me smoking,...
drinkingfor11:
Shitty shags, specially after a night out.
2mins: I’m so horny if I was a boy I’d nob you with my massive boner
5mins: This is a good time
10mins: This is a reasonable time
15mins: This is okay I guess
20mins: I’m hungry I hope we have bacon
25mins: I’m so bored I’m glad its dark so you can’t see my facial expression :|
30mins: Get your sweaty hands off me I’m tired and...
Theres so much I could write about the tail end of...
The guys I’ve hooked up with
The stupid shit I or other people have said and how it made me laugh
The nights out and the chaos that ensued
The nights in chilling with everyone
The friends I’ve met this year and the people I miss
The hours spent at Cas, shredding and my new board <3 and the general banter that comes with the territory…
The academics and how just as I...
I don't know how i'm still standing
completecarnage:
haven’t slept at all since saturday night, haven’t had a cigarette since monday morning. blehhh my eyes look like dey r bleedin’
haven’t had a cig since saturday night… bleeeechhh… have at least slept tho. Get on skype bubs xx