January 2011
31 posts
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So it's 3.23 and the plan goes a little like...
Retrieve hopefully now dry bedsheets from dryer. Redress my bed. It’s a little itchy without it’s clothes, bless it. Go outside, smoke a cigarette. Come back in and get naked. Climb into bed. Sleep. Tumblr doesn’t really help with any part of this plan so on that note, even though nobody is reading this right now, or ever gives any indication that they read this...
Jan 30th
#2100 - a benchmark like this deserves a...
Jan 30th
Jan 23rd
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Bedtime as, not gonna lie, fancy an hour or two or...
Jan 22nd
The list of shit I need for this snowsports trip...
gaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh EDIT - and im due on that week too ¬_¬ UP A FUCKING MOUNTAIN!! Ovaries : Why must you always inconvenience me so?! Put it this way - i am going to go to the pharmacist with my paranoid-ass mother who refuses to listen to me and get them to tell my mum that me rolling two packs together, thus going 6 weeks without grimness and changing my due-on dates, WILL...
Jan 22nd
Jan 22nd
hungry. and not sleepy. but mostly hungry.
Jan 19th
Dont you love how a girl is normal and innocent...
i think that sometimes, you talk a lot of crap about shit you havent a clue on.
Jan 19th
Jan 19th
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Vaguely calming down. My thought pattern isnt changing. but someone i know is distracting me. and im no longer crying. im still worthless but at least im not worthless and dripping snot. i just feel guilty about everyone and everything and i really hate living. i live because i was born. im not one of those people who enjoys it tho.
Jan 15th
I’m worthless and pathetic and i really dont know why I am living anymore. I’m lacking ibuprofen and the only paracetamol i have is shitty soluble stuff. But i have 18 cocodamol. Which would do the trick. and i really dont know what i have that would make me not do it.
Jan 15th
Jan 10th
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Waiting for laptop to die so I go to bed. Or do...
Jan 5th
3 tags
I hate adverts that feel the need to sing at me......
Jan 5th
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Monday Night on e4 is gonna be mint!
9pm - GLEE SERIES 2!! 10pm - TOOL ACADEMYYYY!! Hurrahhhhh!! genius idea!! all bad boyfriends should be sent to it!!
Jan 5th
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QUICK DECISION TIME : David Attenborough...
Jan 4th
This isn’t having a life. This does not count as living. This is breathing and having a heart beat because it is involuntary. And trust me - its involuntary.
Jan 4th
I’ve said it before, I’ll say it again. I don’t know what I am living for at the moment. I have nothing in my life. I didn’t even get up today properly. Got up at 3pm, changed underwear, pulled on trackies, made bed, climbed back in it again. Got up at 5pm, had tea. Been back in bed since. Lights out. Music off. Tv off. Internet off. Phone off. I have no interest in...
Jan 4th
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Oh dear. I think this earthquake nonsense is a...
Jan 3rd
4 tags
I want my ex back.
Even though we aren’t together, he’s still there for me. And yes hes an absolutely moody TWAT when he’s got a looming/passed deadline he hasn’t even STARTED yet… But I am female. I have shocking anger issues and PMS that even the pill cant get a handle on… I really have no room to talk on that frontier. And I really did fall for him. He was the bestest thing...
Jan 3rd
There’s just nothing to keep me here anymore. I’m sat considering everything and there really isn’t anything. Nothing.
Jan 3rd
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Jan 2nd
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Jan 2nd
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New Years Resolution 2011
I’m not normally the type to make these as I hate failing myself and because I live with next to no regrets. Most of these are pretty vain but hey ho. So here we go… No more smoking. I finished up my pack at the NYE party i went to. My last cigarette was either late on 31st or very early in the new year. Don’t be too hard if you slip up - odd spliff or odd cig in exams but no more buying...
Jan 2nd
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HOLY COW!! My own post surprised me!! I have NO...
Jan 2nd
showmeyourdirtyface-deactivated asked: Hey,
I would just like to say that I can really relate to you,
I myself am dyspraxic and it majorly affects my life too,
After making a post about it I look at related posts and your blog popped up alot and it was amazing everytime you said something I was like YES i totally understand!
I then went on to explore the rest of your blog and it is lovely, thus you gained a...
Jan 2nd
New Years Resolution 2011
I’m not normally the type to make these as I hate failing myself and because I live with next to no regrets. Most of these are pretty vain but hey ho. So here we go… No more smoking. I finished up my pack at the NYE party i went to. My last cigarette was either late on 31st or very early in the new year. Don’t be too hard if you slip up - odd spliff or odd cig in exams but no more buying...
Jan 2nd
showmeyourdirtyface-deactivated asked: Hey,
I would just like to say that I can really relate to you,
I myself am dyspraxic and it majorly affects my life too,
After making a post about it I look at related posts and your blog popped up alot and it was amazing everytime you said something I was like YES i totally understand!
I then went on to explore the rest of your blog and it is lovely, thus you gained a...
Jan 1st
December 2010
122 posts
Happy 2011! Start hearses I mean yk go on! Drunk...
Wooiiiiooooo
Dec 31st